Thursday, December 23, 2010

This silence is deafening...

There's ice on the ground with snow soon to follow... its hard to believe in less than 2 days it will be Christmas. It's so very hard to think that Christmas still exists and happens without you at home. I feel like the whole world should stop and stand still... but still it continues to spin and everyone continues on even though you are gone. We're thousands of miles apart but as soon as I hear your voice I feel like you're minutes away. Our daughter has a relationship with the computer, mainly because she thinks you're always on it. Hell, I feel like I'm in a relationship with the screen. I can't wait to feel your touch again.

Your unborn daughter squirms at the sound of your voice on the computer. She's never more active than when we're talking. She's full of love for her daddy that she doesn't know and won't meet until 2 months after everyone else meets her. This silence is deafening without you here. We miss you dearly. Please come home safely to us. You are our world.